Monday, May 23, 2005

Sayonara, Sanity!

Current mood: anxious
Current music:My December, by Josh Groban


You guys, please PLEASE pray for me. This job hunt is really getting me down. I started hunting early, and I've gone out almost every day since I got home to seek other options and follow up on original ones, but I remain jobless (and therefore penniless). I'm at the end of my rope, and this whole situation is seriously depressing me now. Last night after talking to my mom about a little of what I'm feeling about all this, I went back to my room and broke down and cried. I don't know what to do, and I'm losing what little hope I had left - I have an interview for RadioShack tonight at 6 in Atlanta, and it's my last somewhat promising possibility. I know I have to trust God right now, but I have to admit how hard it is. I'm just so tired of thinking I have a chance at one place when I first go to get my application, then being shot down when I go to turn it in. For all you future managers out there, don't act like you really want to hire somebody when you don't really plan on it and are going to act considerably less interested the next time he or she comes in. It's emotionally draining for the applicant to keep getting that kind of response, BELIEVE me.

Anyway, I had better get going so I can psychologically prepare for tonight's interview. I'll tell you all about it later... if I live through it. Hah.

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