I think in music videos.

Current mood:	thoughtful
Current music:	TNT For The Brain, by Enigma

A friend of mine once said, "I think in lyrics." After some random thought, I realized that I think (or, most often, daydream) in music videos. I see random 'clips' of memories in my mind and I can almost at times hear music with it. Weird, I know, but it is quite so. Maybe that will explain why I usually feel the need to have music in my ears wherever I go.

Anyway, I was thinking today in the cafe about something. I don't know why exactly, but I was extremely sad after dinner. I felt like my heart was being crushed in a vice, and for what reason, I'll never know. But that led me to ask why. Why God made me to feel with my heart like I do. Why I feel so deeply, no matter what the feeling may be. I have yet to gain a complete answer, but through the thoughts of a friend I was brought to understand that at least it isn't always a bad thing. All people have the capacity to feel this deeply, but they simply shut off that part of their heart. Perhaps this is true, but it doesn't make me feel any less abnormal for it. Oh well, that's just one of my thoughts for the day.

Anyway, I'm going to try to go to bed before 2 AM for a change, so I'm going to go nurse my foot (I opened the lounge door on it and got a lovely, deep bruise across the side of it) and get ready for bed. G'night, my friends. As always, it was a pleasure.