| Current mood: |  stressed |
| Current music: | Hypnotised, by Unknown |
I know I said I was, but I'm not anymore. I just want to stay home. I'm about to get another visit from Fred, and thanks to that, I have been dangling by an emotional thread all day long. I even sobbed my eyes out while watching Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs as I ironed some shirts for Dad. And I went to Target to get some needed stuff, and I got the wrong size in everything (and I do mean everything) because my brain is completely fried. I'm emotionally drained, physically lethargic, and mentally restless - I'm a train wreck. Don't make me go back to school tomorrow. I have this horrible foreboding feeling about the coming semester... I won't have Michelle for much of the time since she'll be in Italy, and I'm well aware of who I'll be losing permanently in the coming months. I'm panicking. Maybe it has to do with Fred's impending arrival. I hope that's all it is, because I don't want to keep feeling this way. Despair sucks! Hopefully, someone will be on my hall when I get there that'll hug me. Meh, I need a hug...
(My only hope is that I might wrangle up some friends - preferrably at least one with a car - to see Aeon Flux in the $2.50 theater... that thought almost makes me smile. Almost. Anyway, what dost Michelle think? Or Matt perhaps? And maybe Peter? The list goes on... If you guys haven't seen it yet, I think you'll like it. I could certainly use a good outing, and I want to see the movie again anyway.)
It's funny... after typing out this entry, I do feel a little better already. Let's hope the wheel keeps on turning that way.
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