Sunday, August 14, 2005

So much to feel, so little time to feel it.

Current mood: accomplished
Current music:Rapture, by IIO


Today was productive - not that the others haven't been on some way, but yeah. Instead of just packing all day, I actually got a number of other tasks accomplished. I did all my laundry, so I actually have stuff to wear now (yay!), and I sewed up the newest hole in Chubby (so he's all better again ^_^). I've gotten a lot of cross-stitching done on my brother's Christmas present, so I'm nearly done now, and it's looking really good. I ironed Dad's shirts that Mom left for me and made some more preparations for school (also known as packing)...

In the middle of the afternoon, all Hell broke loose! The rain poured, the thunder roared, the lightning flashed... the power went out... TWICE. The second time I gave up on fixing the clocks until the beast was finished, so I turned off all the lights, lit a whole bunch of my candles, placed them randomly around the living room (and one in the bathroom) and listened to some Bella Morte. It was very nice. Dark, tranquil, and nice. The thunder added a nice touch to the music, hahaha.

Eventually I went back to doing laundry and stuff... and then, when it started getting late, I took a break, made a root beer float and popped in Love Story, and I watched that until Kat called. Now that I'm out of the "movie groove," I probably won't finish watching it until tomorrow - mostly because now I am no longer in the mood to cry, and I've been told I will most definitely do so. I mean, the dude tells you almost immediately that the chick dies - what the crap? Can we say "caught off guard" or what? Anyway, I'm going to stay home from church (like the heathen that I am, MICHELLE and KAT) and read my Bible instead... and then I'm going to JoAnn for .. stuff... that is nunyo.... as in nunyo' business! hahaha jk -- It's a craft and fabric store, before any of you get any wild ideas.

P.S. For those of you who know my recent issue, I have decided that I have to put my hurt aside. For the sake of a friendship I would rather die for than lose. Please pray for God to give me strength in what I believe I must do.

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